~~~ True Friends~~~

It was a day like everyday, I was walking with ma friends talking, joking and laughing. Then I slipped and fell down, I think I hit ma head with something ….. A stone I guess I don’t know!
When I tried to stand up again I think it was so easy I even didn’t feel the pain in ma head, I even didn’t feel ma body. But I noticed something; I saw ma friends going back and sitting on the ground where I fell .they were acting like if they were talking to me! I said what a mad old friends I have. I walked there and when I looked at the ground where they where sitting….
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Yes, I saw me! I was lying on the ground! I didn’t understand at the first ,I thought I was dreaming ,I hoped to be dreaming ,but it’s just you can’t ignore the truth. After a while I noticed I was dead.
I was so cool I didn’t know how! But I acted so cool if it was a dream. I said “ok let’s see how they are going to act now?!”…………..But, I was so surprised to see the other faces of the people I loved .And I mean the ugly faces of the people who only walked with you no more. By the way I was walking with a kind of people who said to me that they are ma friends and let me go away from ma truly friends! They did all that just to use me?! They even didn’t care 4 me when they knew I was dead, and the persons who where sitting on the floor where ma old true friends who cared 4 me even when I’m dead! I wished if they can hear me I talk loudly so loudly ….i even screamed, but they can’t hear me now! It was the most regretful moment of ma life! “Ma friends” I screamed. ”please 4give me”. I found one of ma friends crying, yes she was crying on me, I wanted to ask her not to cry but I couldn’t!
Then I saw someone I loved walking away in sorrow, I no I left this person in sorrow once ago but, its different now, I’m leaving forever! I just wanted to say “sorry, please forgive me, and I love you, yes I love and sorry for leaving you behind!” it’s just I can’t now.
I just want to lay in peace.
But I really realized that I lost consciousness when I hit ma head I was so glad although I was bleeding but I was glad because when I opened ma eyes I saw all ma friends and all the persons I love ,the truly loved persons who loved me. I decided to leave all the persons who want to use me, just be with the persons who love me the persons who won’t try to use me ever!
My friends……… who care for me, right?!
So after writing this, I realized that the people around me must feel me and care for me unless they aren’t my friends!